David Bahn – Reflections

Light from the Word and through the lens

  • And as he was saying these things in his defense, Festus said with a loud voice, “Paul, you are out of your mind; your great learning is driving you out of your mind.” 25 But Paul said, “I am not out of my mind, most excellent Festus, but I am speaking true and rational words. 26 For the king knows about these things, and to him I speak boldly. For I am persuaded that none of these things has escaped his notice, for this has not been done in a corner. 27 King Agrippa, do you believe the prophets? I know that you believe.” 28 And Agrippa said to Paul, “In a short time would you persuade me to be a Christian?”
    29 And Paul said, “Whether short or long, I would to God that not only you but also all who hear me this day might become such as I am—except for these chains.”

    30 Then the king rose, and the governor and Bernice and those who were sitting with them. 31 And when they had withdrawn, they said to one another, “This man is doing nothing to deserve death or imprisonment.” 32 And Agrippa said to Festus, “This man could have been set free if he had not appealed to Caesar.”

    Hanging Flower Baskets | Glacier National Park, Montana | August 2024

    I hung out at the Lutheran Campus Center throughout my college days. It was a place where I made friends, cooked cheap frozen meals for lunches, played a lot of card games, and managed to squeeze in a moment or two of study. The campus pastor there was faithful in every way. He was patient with us, yet spoke a clear word of correction when the language got too foul. He also invited me to take the Adult Information Class, to become a Lutheran.

    He asked me five times before I finally said, “Yes.” I had a few qualifiers to my yes, but I did agree. And about a third of the way through the classes, I was ready to join. I was impacted by the way he always went back to Scripture when I had a question. I was also deeply impacted by the way the focus always came back to faith and grace in Christ. Jesus was the center, and I was ever glad to be focused toward the center; toward Christ.

    Paul said, “Whether short or long, I would to God that not only you but also all who hear me this day might become such as I am—except for these chains” (v. 29). Paul had however long or short a time God allowed to witness to Felix and Agrippa, Bernice, and the rest of their entourage. And whether the iron struck while it was hot, or the longer exposure to the light of the gospel lit the flame of faith: Paul knew that faith was a work of God.

    We may be able to speak a word of grace to a person that turns him toward Jesus in that very moment. Or a friend may need to hear the invitation to faith over and over again before she is brought to faith. The key is getting to the point that we are actually speaking that word of truth and grace in Jesus, or forever waiting for the right moment. I think the latter is called procrastination.

    When we have the opportunity to share the message of Jesus we can be sure the Holy Spirit is attending our throughs and words. And if the message seems to glance off the hearts of those to whom we speak, we can be patient and persistent in sharing the gospel.

    This not only applies to our witness to non-believers, it applies also to the conversations and encouragements we have with other believers urging them toward a more faithful walk. They may need to hear more than once that they can fill a critical gap in a ministry, or make a different life choice. In any case repentance and faith is the goal and God is the author of that in our lives.

    Persistence and patience is a great combination the first or fifth time we share the gospel.

  • And as he was saying these things in his defense, Festus said with a loud voice, “Paul, you are out of your mind; your great learning is driving you out of your mind.” 25 But Paul said, “I am not out of my mind, most excellent Festus, but I am speaking true and rational words. 26 For the king knows about these things, and to him I speak boldly. For I am persuaded that none of these things has escaped his notice, for this has not been done in a corner. 27 King Agrippa, do you believe the prophets? I know that you believe.” 28 And Agrippa said to Paul, “In a short time would you persuade me to be a Christian?”
    29 And Paul said, “Whether short or long, I would to God that not only you but also all who hear me this day might become such as I am—except for these chains.”

    30 Then the king rose, and the governor and Bernice and those who were sitting with them. 31 And when they had withdrawn, they said to one another, “This man is doing nothing to deserve death or imprisonment.” 32 And Agrippa said to Festus, “This man could have been set free if he had not appealed to Caesar.”

    Sweet Acacia Thorns | Near Kilimanjaro International Airport, Tanzania | June 2024

    Each Sunday we say, “I believe…” most often using the Apostle’s Creed. Sometimes we use the Nicene Creed, which says in part, “who spoke by the prophets.” That is a reference to the work of the Holy Spirit who has revealed certain truths to us that can only come by means of divine revelation. For we don’t come to faith simply by gazing up into the sky, or even by revering God as creator of all things. The writer to the Hebrews puts it this way, “In the past God spoke to our ancestors through the prophets at many times and in various ways, but in these last days he has spoken to us by his Son, whom he appointed heir of all things, and through whom also he made the universe” (Hebrews 1:1-2).

    The witness of the prophets down through the ages was most often calling people to repentance, and faith, a righteous and faithful live. But all those prophecies have their culmination in Jesus’ life, ministry, death, and resurrection – and his second coming at the end of time. Some of those prophecies are obviously receiliniar in their fulfillment: the prophet speaks about something to come in the future, and the event happens. Many are realized only when we see how Jesus fulfills them. He was everything Israel (and Adam) was supposed to be. He was fully faithful and completely obedient to the Heavenly Father.

    I believe these promises and prophecies. When I read Psalm 22, I see Jesus on the cross. Isaiah 53 gives me another view of Jesus’ sacrificial death. Micah points me to Jesus’ birth in Bethlehem. These warm my heart and deepen my grasp of faith in Jesus. They bolster my confidence in those times when my faith grows weak – if only I can remember to look there.

    Paul speaks of the Gospel as the power of God for the salvation of all who believe (Romans 1:16-17). It is that good news of God’s love in Jesus through which God calls us to faith (2 Thessalonians 2:14). Jesus’ first sermon as recorded in Mark’s gospel is a call to believe: “The time is fulfilled, and the kingdom of God is at hand; repent and believe in the gospel” (Mark 1:15).

    It is so clear that the call to believe is far beyond intellectual ascent. It’s more than acknowledging that God exists, or that Jesus is the Son of God. So here Paul speaks to Agrippa and challenging him to go beyond believing the prophets. He says, “King Agrippa, do you believe the prophets? I know that you believe.

    And the king realizes what Paul is up to. He responds: “In a short time would you persuade me to be a Christian?” Paul, of course, does wish that Agrippa would become a Christian – a little Christ, a believer, a disciple. 

    Someone once said that the problem of many regarding the Christian faith isn’t so much a matter of believing as it is surrendering to the Lordship of Christ. That might be partly true, but it is not the whole story. The love of God brings us to faith, changes our hearts, and ushers us into his kingdom. That’s more than surrender. That’s faith. I believe the prophets because they point me to a loving and gracious God who has redeemed me, forgiven my sins, and given me eternal life.

  • And as he was saying these things in his defense, Festus said with a loud voice, “Paul, you are out of your mind; your great learning is driving you out of your mind.” 25 But Paul said, “I am not out of my mind, most excellent Festus, but I am speaking true and rational words. 26 For the king knows about these things, and to him I speak boldly. For I am persuaded that none of these things has escaped his notice, for this has not been done in a corner. 27 King Agrippa, do you believe the prophets? I know that you believe.” 28 And Agrippa said to Paul, “In a short time would you persuade me to be a Christian?”
    29 And Paul said, “Whether short or long, I would to God that not only you but also all who hear me this day might become such as I am—except for these chains.”

    30 Then the king rose, and the governor and Bernice and those who were sitting with them. 31 And when they had withdrawn, they said to one another, “This man is doing nothing to deserve death or imprisonment.” 32 And Agrippa said to Festus, “This man could have been set free if he had not appealed to Caesar.”

    Lion’s Tail | Kia Lodge, Tanzania | June 2024

    He got a sales job. The training was exciting. The pay potential was great. All seemed so promising. But as the training gave way to the grit of sales calls, the bloom began to fall from the roses. And the sweet smell faded to the stale odor of the grind. And the pressure built. He quit. There were too many behind the scenes realities hidden from the new recruits.

    It all seemed so appealing. The emphasis on healthy living, family values, and decency was compelling. They were so encouraging, welcoming, and kind. But as they got further and further into the religious community they discovered secrets and hidden facts that were disturbing. They never would have engaged with this group had they known the whole truth.

    Paul makes a comment to Festus regarding Agrippa’s knowledge of Paul’s experiences: “none of these things has escaped [the king’s] notice, for this has not been done in a corner.” All of what Paul had done, taught, claimed, and proclaimed were above board, visible to everyone. There was no bait an switch going on here. 

    Followers of Jesus who wish to bring others into his kingdom must follow this light of day approach to telling others about Jesus. No false advertising. But what would need to be hidden? Perhaps some would want to downplay Jesus’ virgin birth. Others might want to make the resurrection a spiritual myth. A person might want to remove things from the Bible that are difficult to understand. We might be tempted to make Jesus one choice of many paths to God. None of these are true to God’s word.

    True witnesses to the Christian faith have never tried to hide these things. The Gospel message welcomes the bright light of full disclosure. The message of the gospel must not be relegated to the corners of life.

  • Please pray these Psalms with me on this Lord’s Day

    Psalm 29

    Ascribe to the LORD, you heavenly beings,
    ascribe to the LORD glory and strength.
    Ascribe to the LORD the glory due his name;
    worship the LORD in the splendor of his holiness.
    The voice of the LORD is over the waters;
    the God of glory thunders,
    the LORD thunders over the mighty waters.
    The voice of the LORD is powerful;
    the voice of the LORD is majestic.
    The voice of the LORD breaks the cedars;
    the LORD breaks in pieces the cedars of Lebanon.
    He makes Lebanon leap like a calf,
    Sirion like a young wild ox.
    The voice of the LORD strikes
    with flashes of lightning.
    The voice of the LORD shakes the desert;
    the LORD shakes the Desert of Kadesh.
    The voice of the LORD twists the oaks
    and strips the forests bare.
    And in his temple all cry, “Glory!”
    The LORD sits enthroned over the flood;
    the LORD is enthroned as King forever.
    The LORD gives strength to his people;
    the LORD blesses his people with peace.

    Psalm 59:16-17

    I will sing of your strength,
    in the morning I will sing of your love;
    for you are my fortress,
    my refuge in times of trouble.
    You are my strength, I sing praise to you;
    you, God, are my fortress,
    my God on whom I can rely.

    Psalm 89:14-18

    Righteousness and justice are the foundation of your throne;
    love and faithfulness go before you.
    Blessed are those who have learned to acclaim you,
    who walk in the light of your presence, LORD.
    They rejoice in your name all day long;
    they celebrate your righteousness.
    For you are their glory and strength,
    and by your favor you exalt our horn.
    Indeed, our shield belongs to the LORD,
    our king to the Holy One of Israel.

    Psalm 119:89-96

    Your word, LORD, is eternal;
    it stands firm in the heavens.
    Your faithfulness continues through all generations;
    you established the earth, and it endures.
    Your laws endure to this day,
    for all things serve you.
    If your law had not been my delight,
    I would have perished in my affliction.
    I will never forget your precepts,
    for by them you have preserved my life.
    Save me, for I am yours;
    I have sought out your precepts.
    The wicked are waiting to destroy me,
    but I will ponder your statutes.
    To all perfection I see a limit,
    but your commands are boundless.

    Psalm 149

    Praise the LORD.
    Sing to the LORD a new song,
    his praise in the assembly of his faithful people.
    Let Israel rejoice in their Maker;
    let the people of Zion be glad in their King.
    Let them praise his name with dancing
    and make music to him with timbrel and harp.
    For the LORD takes delight in his people;
    he crowns the humble with victory.
    Let his faithful people rejoice in this honor
    and sing for joy on their beds.
    May the praise of God be in their mouths
    and a double-edged sword in their hands,
    to inflict vengeance on the nations
    and punishment on the peoples,
    to bind their kings with fetters,
    their nobles with shackles of iron,
    to carry out the sentence written against them—
    this is the glory of all his faithful people.
    Praise the LORD.

  • “In this connection I journeyed to Damascus with the authority and commission of the chief priests. At midday, O king, I saw on the way a light from heaven, brighter than the sun, that shone around me and those who journeyed with me. And when we had all fallen to the ground, I heard a voice saying to me in the Hebrew language, ‘Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting me? It is hard for you to kick against the goads.’ And I said, ‘Who are you, Lord?’ And the Lord said, ‘I am Jesus whom you are persecuting. But rise and stand upon your feet, for I have appeared to you for this purpose, to appoint you as a servant and witness to the things in which you have seen me and to those in which I will appear to you, delivering you from your people and from the Gentiles—to whom I am sending you to open their eyes, so that they may turn from darkness to light and from the power of Satan to God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins and a place among those who are sanctified by faith in me.’

    “Therefore, O King Agrippa, I was not disobedient to the heavenly vision, but declared first to those in Damascus, then in Jerusalem and throughout all the region of Judea, and also to the Gentiles, that they should repent and turn to God, performing deeds in keeping with their repentance. For this reason the Jews seized me in the temple and tried to kill me. To this day I have had the help that comes from God, and so I stand here testifying both to small and great, saying nothing but what the prophets and Moses said would come to pass: that the Christ must suffer and that, by being the first to rise from the dead, he would proclaim light both to our people and to the Gentiles.”

    And as he was saying these things in his defense, Festus said with a loud voice, “Paul, you are out of your mind; your great learning is driving you out of your mind.” But Paul said, “I am not out of my mind, most excellent Festus, but I am speaking true and rational words. For the king knows about these things, and to him I speak boldly. For I am persuaded that none of these things has escaped his notice, for this has not been done in a corner.

    Giraffe – Up Close and Personal | Tarangire National Park, Tanzania | June 2024

    My grandmother Dodson (“Memaw Dodson”) told the greatest stories. My favorite was when she cut a turn too short, missed the bridge and rolled her 1952 Buick into Cripple Creek. The windshield shattered into a million small pieces – the windshield still in place. It made tiny prisms, and when she came to, seeing the sun shine through she saw the scattered colors. She said, “Law, I thought I was in glory!” That was 60 years ago. I still remember it. I think “Law” was her way of not taking the Lord’s name in vain, but it surely meant “Lord.”

    Hers was a simple story that conveyed profound truths. We will one day die. We will face judgment (though that was not part of her story – only the outcome of her faith: glory). And glory! Beautiful glorious light. Life. Awareness. Otherworldliness. All these were the ethos from which her vision and story took shape. It shaped my heart as well.

    She got all that from the witness of Paul and others to Jesus Christ. Paul leans heavily into the resurrection of Jesus – a favorite theme of his throughout his missionary travels, and echoed in his letters to the churches of the northern Mediterranean region and into southern Europe. It’s what gets the attention of the people he evangelizes. And the cross. He calls the cross foolishness to the Gentiles and a stumbling block to the Jews. He writes: “but we preach Christ crucified, a stumbling block to Jews and foolishness to Gentiles, but to those whom God has called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God and the wisdom of God.”

    The idea of a crucified Messiah was a stumbling block because it conflicted with the Jewish nation’s expectations of a conquering, earthly Messiah. Still prevalent today in much of prosperity gospel preaching. Check out TV evangelists: so very few speak of the cross of Jesus, his suffering and death.

    Greeks, valued philosophy and reason, so the cross seemed like foolishness, as the concept of salvation through a crucified man was irrational by their standards. Again, much the same today. Think of the way heroes conquer: might and power. Decisive victory.

    Jesus’ victory, however, was both through death and resurrection. He didn’t just die in agony. He rose in victory. He didn’t just carry our sins, taking them into his body. He brought life and immortality to light through the gospel. He didn’t just overcome the sharpness of death. He ascended to the right hand of God and reigns there forever. He didn’t just confound the naysayers. He confirmed the faithful.

    Each of us fit into those categories in some way or another. Tell your story. Who knows how it might inspire, encourage, or bring light to darkness for someone else and shape their lives forever.

  • “In this connection I journeyed to Damascus with the authority and commission of the chief priests. At midday, O king, I saw on the way a light from heaven, brighter than the sun, that shone around me and those who journeyed with me. And when we had all fallen to the ground, I heard a voice saying to me in the Hebrew language, ‘Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting me? It is hard for you to kick against the goads.’ And I said, ‘Who are you, Lord?’ And the Lord said, ‘I am Jesus whom you are persecuting. But rise and stand upon your feet, for I have appeared to you for this purpose, to appoint you as a servant and witness to the things in which you have seen me and to those in which I will appear to you, delivering you from your people and from the Gentiles—to whom I am sending you to open their eyes, so that they may turn from darkness to light and from the power of Satan to God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins and a place among those who are sanctified by faith in me.’

    “Therefore, O King Agrippa, I was not disobedient to the heavenly vision, but declared first to those in Damascus, then in Jerusalem and throughout all the region of Judea, and also to the Gentiles, that they should repent and turn to God, performing deeds in keeping with their repentance. For this reason the Jews seized me in the temple and tried to kill me. To this day I have had the help that comes from God, and so I stand here testifying both to small and great, saying nothing but what the prophets and Moses said would come to pass: that the Christ must suffer and that, by being the first to rise from the dead, he would proclaim light both to our people and to the Gentiles.”

    And as he was saying these things in his defense, Festus said with a loud voice, “Paul, you are out of your mind; your great learning is driving you out of your mind.” But Paul said, “I am not out of my mind, most excellent Festus, but I am speaking true and rational words. For the king knows about these things, and to him I speak boldly. For I am persuaded that none of these things has escaped his notice, for this has not been done in a corner.

    Giraffes | Tarangire National Park, Tanzania | June 2024

    I’ve written previously about the little Greek word, δεῖ. It means it is necessary. That small word shows up here in verse 23. It has to do with the inevitability of Jesus’ suffering, death and resurrection: “saying nothing but what the prophets and Moses said would come to pass: that the Christ must suffer and that, by being the first to rise from the dead, he would proclaim light both to our people and to the Gentiles.”

    It would be great if nothing bad ever had to happen. If child birth was painless. If weeds never grew in our gardens. If every sales call went perfectly. If we never had to deal with disease, suffering, or death. It would be great if the scales of the balance were always properly and fairly balanced. But we live in a fallen world. And there are consequences for sin. We live in the midst of them. People get sick and die. Sales calls sometimes blow up before our very eyes. People are accused falsely. Bullies get the better of the meek.

    But God loves us. He has set his heart on our eternal good. He desires we know his love and love him in return. And God is just. The wages of sin is death, and because of all that Jesus had to die.

    Of course that’s not all. For Jesus not only died, he rose from the dead. That had to happen as well. He was perfectly obedient. He was completely faithful. He was pure and sinless. He had to be raised from the dead. His faith and faithfulness, love for God and man, perfect obedience to the Father’s will – if there was true justice – required Jesus to be raised from the dead.

    Not only did Jesus have to be raised from the dead, he had to be the first to be raised from the dead. “The first” means there will be more. That is the good news – the light of which Paul spoke here – that is being preached all over the world.

    Paul will have to endure further trouble, suffering, hardship, and difficulty. This was also part of what Jesus told Ananias – who came and baptized Saul after his Damascus Road experience. I will show him how much he must suffer for the sake of my name,” Jesus tells him (Acts 9:16).

    Today we walk in the light of God’s love, Christ’s redemption, and the Holy Spirit’s sanctification. It must certainly be this way. The gospel must be preached. The lost must be found. Those walking in darkness must be brought into the light. And in all this, God’s name will be eternally praised.

  • “In this connection I journeyed to Damascus with the authority and commission of the chief priests. At midday, O king, I saw on the way a light from heaven, brighter than the sun, that shone around me and those who journeyed with me. And when we had all fallen to the ground, I heard a voice saying to me in the Hebrew language, ‘Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting me? It is hard for you to kick against the goads.’ And I said, ‘Who are you, Lord?’ And the Lord said, ‘I am Jesus whom you are persecuting. But rise and stand upon your feet, for I have appeared to you for this purpose, to appoint you as a servant and witness to the things in which you have seen me and to those in which I will appear to you, delivering you from your people and from the Gentiles—to whom I am sending you to open their eyes, so that they may turn from darkness to light and from the power of Satan to God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins and a place among those who are sanctified by faith in me.’

    “Therefore, O King Agrippa, I was not disobedient to the heavenly vision, but declared first to those in Damascus, then in Jerusalem and throughout all the region of Judea, and also to the Gentiles, that they should repent and turn to God, performing deeds in keeping with their repentance. For this reason the Jews seized me in the temple and tried to kill me. To this day I have had the help that comes from God, and so I stand here testifying both to small and great, saying nothing but what the prophets and Moses said would come to pass: that the Christ must suffer and that, by being the first to rise from the dead, he would proclaim light both to our people and to the Gentiles.”

    And as he was saying these things in his defense, Festus said with a loud voice, “Paul, you are out of your mind; your great learning is driving you out of your mind.” But Paul said, “I am not out of my mind, most excellent Festus, but I am speaking true and rational words. For the king knows about these things, and to him I speak boldly. For I am persuaded that none of these things has escaped his notice, for this has not been done in a corner.

    Giraffe under the Baobab Tree | Tarangire National Park, Tanzania | June 2024

    “Do you really think that’s enough?” I had no idea to whom I was speaking. He was in the hospital, nearing the end of his life. I had been asked to visit him those many years ago. I was a vicar – a third-year seminary student, something of an intern – and one of my responsibilities was hospital visits. In those days, long prior to HIPAA regulations, I would go to the three hospitals in the area, look at the list of patients, see who were listed as Lutherans, and go to their rooms to visit them. This was different because I had been specifically asked to visit him and he was not a Lutheran.

    But he was very ill, and his family and friends were quite concerned for his eternal wellbeing. When I visited him, I asked the Kennedy Evangelism questions, “Have you come to the place in your life that if you were to die tonight you know you would go to heaven?” His answer was a common one: “I hope so.” Then comes the second: “If you were to die tonight and stand before God and he would ask you, ‘Why should I let you into my heaven?’, what would you say?” His answer: “Well, I’ve always tried to help the youth…” He may have said a bit more, and when he was finished, I asked, “Are you sure that’s enough?”

    He started to cry. This 60-year-old man had tears running down his cheek. I began to share every Bible passage I could think of, “The wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord” (Romans 6:23). By grace you have been saved, through faith, and that not of yourself, not by works lest anyone should boast (Ephesians 2:8-9). For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish, but have everlasting life (John 3:16).” These I shared in the same way here – by memory. So I may have a word or two out of place. I’m sure I shared other Bible promises as well. But I do remember perceiving that the Holy Spirit had brought him to a place of peace with God when I left that day.

    Days later he died, and I was asked to do his funeral. Only then did I discover I had spoke truth to power. This man – who appeared quite small in his hospital bed, was actually quite a great man. He was the former head of the State Parks and Recreation Department. The former governor spoke at his funeral. I had no idea. Mine was not a Paul moment of great courage. Mine was a moment of blythe unawareness, and a desire to share the message of God’s grace and truth.

    Paul spoke to small and great. The Philippian jailer. The fellow prisoners in the jail. Lydia and others. Now it’s Festus, Felix and Agrippa. And he was fearless. Bold. Dedicated to the truth and grace of Jesus Christ. Willing to tell it like it is. Unapologetic. Courageous.

    I wish I had more of Paul’s courage. I wish I was more bold. But I am thankful for his courageous faithfulness. You and I are beneficiaries of his faithful witness to Jesus Christ. Ignited by Jesus’ Damascus Road confrontation and mission mandate. Fueled by God’s grace. Sustained by the Holy Spirit’s presence. Giving us meaning and purpose today. Anticipating the joyous vindication in the life of the world to come.

  • “In this connection I journeyed to Damascus with the authority and commission of the chief priests. At midday, O king, I saw on the way a light from heaven, brighter than the sun, that shone around me and those who journeyed with me. And when we had all fallen to the ground, I heard a voice saying to me in the Hebrew language, ‘Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting me? It is hard for you to kick against the goads.’ And I said, ‘Who are you, Lord?’ And the Lord said, ‘I am Jesus whom you are persecuting. But rise and stand upon your feet, for I have appeared to you for this purpose, to appoint you as a servant and witness to the things in which you have seen me and to those in which I will appear to you, delivering you from your people and from the Gentiles—to whom I am sending you to open their eyes, so that they may turn from darkness to light and from the power of Satan to God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins and a place among those who are sanctified by faith in me.’

    “Therefore, O King Agrippa, I was not disobedient to the heavenly vision, but declared first to those in Damascus, then in Jerusalem and throughout all the region of Judea, and also to the Gentiles, that they should repent and turn to God, performing deeds in keeping with their repentance. For this reason the Jews seized me in the temple and tried to kill me. To this day I have had the help that comes from God, and so I stand here testifying both to small and great, saying nothing but what the prophets and Moses said would come to pass: that the Christ must suffer and that, by being the first to rise from the dead, he would proclaim light both to our people and to the Gentiles.”

    And as he was saying these things in his defense, Festus said with a loud voice, “Paul, you are out of your mind; your great learning is driving you out of your mind.” But Paul said, “I am not out of my mind, most excellent Festus, but I am speaking true and rational words. For the king knows about these things, and to him I speak boldly. For I am persuaded that none of these things has escaped his notice, for this has not been done in a corner.

    Giraffes | Tarangire National Park, Tanzania | June 2024

    Meaning and purpose were illusive to me in my high school and early college years. I couldn’t find my way in the education or vocation spheres. I had toyed with the idea of being a doctor. But my grades wouldn’t support that idea. I had grown up in a mom and pop motel and talked about going to Cornell University. They have a world-famous hotel management school in Ithaca, New York. But finances and grades precluded that. And let’s not talk about real estate. Except that proved to be the deciding factor. 

    My Damascus Road conversion was on Interstate 55 in southeast Missouri. There was no flash of lightning. No voice from heaven. Just the voice of God through Jerry. My word of new direction was delivered in a 1966 Ford Fairlane on I-55. “Dave,” said Jerry, “I just think you would be a better pastor than a real estate broker. Some of those reading this will recall this conversation – together with my comment that he could have said I would have been a better fill-in-the-blank than a real estate broker. 

    But Jerry said, “pastor.” And once I acknowledged that, my life turned around. I had nearly made the bad dean’s list before dropping out of college for a time. And although I did not graduate from college with honors, I would have – had they counted only my last three semesters in that calculations. But I did graduate. From there it was on to seminary, then to Utah, Colorado, Arkansas, and now Texas. 

    I did’t realize what I was getting myself into at that point. But I had been surviving until that life-changing conversation. Jesus showed me much more. And my life was truly changed. I hadn’t been living in obstinate opposition to Jesus’ ways. But I certainly was not experiencing the fullness of his calling. 

    I’ve not suffered anything like Paul did during his life as Jesus’ ambassador. He lived out a very unique and challenging calling. He recounts it clearly. Jesus told him, “I have appeared to you for this purpose, to appoint you as a servant and witness to the things in which you have seen me and to those in which I will appear to you, delivering you from your people and from the Gentiles—to whom I am sending you to open their eyes, so that they may turn from darkness to light and from the power of Satan to God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins and a place among those who are sanctified by faith in me.”

    Opening eyes, turning people from darkness to light, and from the power of Satan to God, and helping people take their place among those who believe in Jesus is a challenge and an honor. We might shy away from such a high challenge. But here is God’s calling through Paul in his letter to the church in Corinth. Written 5 or 6 years before these events before Agrippa. 

    Jesus died for all, that those who live might no longer live for themselves but for him who for their sake died and was raised (2 Corinthians 5:15). 

    Martin Luther wrote about it this way: Jesus…redeemed me…so that I may be his own and live under him in his kingdom and serve him.

    Such a life – not living for ourselves, living under Christ, serving him in whatever vocation to which we are called – is much more than surviving. That is the abundant life. That is thriving.  

    Thrive, by Casting Crowns

  • “In this connection I journeyed to Damascus with the authority and commission of the chief priests. At midday, O king, I saw on the way a light from heaven, brighter than the sun, that shone around me and those who journeyed with me. And when we had all fallen to the ground, I heard a voice saying to me in the Hebrew language, ‘Saul, Saul, why are you persecuting me? It is hard for you to kick against the goads.’ And I said, ‘Who are you, Lord?’ And the Lord said, ‘I am Jesus whom you are persecuting. But rise and stand upon your feet, for I have appeared to you for this purpose, to appoint you as a servant and witness to the things in which you have seen me and to those in which I will appear to you, delivering you from your people and from the Gentiles—to whom I am sending you to open their eyes, so that they may turn from darkness to light and from the power of Satan to God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins and a place among those who are sanctified by faith in me.’

    “Therefore, O King Agrippa, I was not disobedient to the heavenly vision, but declared first to those in Damascus, then in Jerusalem and throughout all the region of Judea, and also to the Gentiles, that they should repent and turn to God, performing deeds in keeping with their repentance. For this reason the Jews seized me in the temple and tried to kill me. To this day I have had the help that comes from God, and so I stand here testifying both to small and great, saying nothing but what the prophets and Moses said would come to pass: that the Christ must suffer and that, by being the first to rise from the dead, he would proclaim light both to our people and to the Gentiles.”

    And as he was saying these things in his defense, Festus said with a loud voice, “Paul, you are out of your mind; your great learning is driving you out of your mind.” But Paul said, “I am not out of my mind, most excellent Festus, but I am speaking true and rational words. For the king knows about these things, and to him I speak boldly. For I am persuaded that none of these things has escaped his notice, for this has not been done in a corner.

    Warthog | Tarangire National Park, Tanzania | June 2024

    Unexpected turns of phrases always catch my attention. To that end, I had to read twice the phrase in this passage: “witness to the things in which you have seen me and to those in which I will appear to you.” Paul is recounting how Jesus spoke to him on the road to Damascus. As Jesus spoke to Paul he was telling him the purpose for his appearing, “to appoint you as a servant and witness.” Somehow, Jesus’ appearance to Paul on the Damascus road was not to be the last. Paul would see him again. And he would witness to Jesus’ appearing in the things (not people) that would unfold in and through Paul’s ministry.

    Those would be things like miraculous escapes from prison, healings, conversions, and demonic deliverances. Jesus was behind all those things. Jesus was still at work and Paul was to be a witness to Jesus’ work in the world, and in people’s lives.

    So when I see the miraculous medical sojourn of a little baby – born when the doctors had advised her parents to give up even before she was born – I must realize this is Jesus at work. And when I hear of a dramatic conversion of a young man, raised in a Jewish family, and now a believer in Jesus, I need to see Jesus at work in this. And when two people whose marriage was on the brink find a way to put things back together again, I need to realize this is Jesus at work. I need to see Jesus in these things. And I need to witness to that as well.

    It’s very easy to credit modern medicine, social and psychological factors, and emotional growth in these things. The world always points us in that direction. But just because it’s easy to see something, doesn’t make it right. And just because Jesus’ influence and participation isn’t always obvious to us doesn’t mean he’s not behind it all.

    We’ve been praying for our six week old grand-niece these past few days. She just received a liver transplant yesterday and we are praying that her health will be fully restored. When that time comes, we are praying also that her parents also see Jesus in her recovery. He is surely there. And we long for others to see his presence in these blessings.

  • Please pray these Psalms with me today, on this Lord’s Day

    Psalm 22 (the Psalm Jesus prayed from the cross)

    My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?
        Why are you so far from saving me, from the words of my groaning?
    O my God, I cry by day, but you do not answer,
        and by night, but I find no rest.

    Yet you are holy,
        enthroned on the praises[a] of Israel.
    In you our fathers trusted;
        they trusted, and you delivered them.
    To you they cried and were rescued;
        in you they trusted and were not put to shame.

    But I am a worm and not a man,
        scorned by mankind and despised by the people.
    All who see me mock me;
        they make mouths at me; they wag their heads;
    “He trusts in the Lord; let him deliver him;
        let him rescue him, for he delights in him!”

    Yet you are he who took me from the womb;
        you made me trust you at my mother’s breasts.
    10 On you was I cast from my birth,
        and from my mother’s womb you have been my God.
    11 Be not far from me,
        for trouble is near,
        and there is none to help.

    12 Many bulls encompass me;
        strong bulls of Bashan surround me;
    13 they open wide their mouths at me,
        like a ravening and roaring lion.

    14 I am poured out like water,
        and all my bones are out of joint;
    my heart is like wax;
        it is melted within my breast;
    15 my strength is dried up like a potsherd,
        and my tongue sticks to my jaws;
        you lay me in the dust of death.

    16 For dogs encompass me;
        a company of evildoers encircles me;
    they have pierced my hands and feet—
    17 I can count all my bones—
    they stare and gloat over me;
    18 they divide my garments among them,
        and for my clothing they cast lots.

    19 But you, O Lord, do not be far off!
        O you my help, come quickly to my aid!
    20 Deliver my soul from the sword,
        my precious life from the power of the dog!
    21     Save me from the mouth of the lion!
    You have rescued me from the horns of the wild oxen!

    22 I will tell of your name to my brothers;
        in the midst of the congregation I will praise you:
    23 You who fear the Lord, praise him!
        All you offspring of Jacob, glorify him,
        and stand in awe of him, all you offspring of Israel!
    24 For he has not despised or abhorred
        the affliction of the afflicted,
    and he has not hidden his face from him,
        but has heard, when he cried to him.

    25 From you comes my praise in the great congregation;
        my vows I will perform before those who fear him.
    26 The afflicted[d] shall eat and be satisfied;
        those who seek him shall praise the Lord!
        May your hearts live forever!

    27 All the ends of the earth shall remember
        and turn to the Lord,
    and all the families of the nations
        shall worship before you.
    28 For kingship belongs to the Lord,
        and he rules over the nations.

    29 All the prosperous of the earth eat and worship;
        before him shall bow all who go down to the dust,
        even the one who could not keep himself alive.
    30 Posterity shall serve him;
        it shall be told of the Lord to the coming generation;
    31 they shall come and proclaim his righteousness to a people yet unborn,
        that he has done it.

    Psalm 52

    Why do you boast of evil, O mighty man?
        The steadfast love of God endures all the day.
    Your tongue plots destruction,
        like a sharp razor, you worker of deceit.
    You love evil more than good,
        and lying more than speaking what is right. Selah
    You love all words that devour,
        O deceitful tongue.

    But God will break you down forever;
        he will snatch and tear you from your tent;
        he will uproot you from the land of the living. Selah
    The righteous shall see and fear,
        and shall laugh at him, saying,
    “See the man who would not make
        God his refuge,
    but trusted in the abundance of his riches
        and sought refuge in his own destruction!”[b]

    But I am like a green olive tree
        in the house of God.
    I trust in the steadfast love of God
        forever and ever.
    I will thank you forever,
        because you have done it.
    I will wait for your name, for it is good,
        in the presence of the godly.

    Psalm 82:3-4

    Give justice to the weak and the fatherless;
        maintain the right of the afflicted and the destitute.
    Rescue the weak and the needy;
        deliver them from the hand of the wicked.”

    Psalm 112:1

    Praise the Lord!
    Blessed is the man who fears the Lord,
        who greatly delights in his commandments!

    Psalm 142

    With my voice I cry out to the Lord;
        with my voice I plead for mercy to the Lord.
    I pour out my complaint before him;
        I tell my trouble before him.

    When my spirit faints within me,
        you know my way!
    In the path where I walk
        they have hidden a trap for me.
    Look to the right and see:
        there is none who takes notice of me;
    no refuge remains to me;
        no one cares for my soul.

    I cry to you, O Lord;
        I say, “You are my refuge,
        my portion in the land of the living.”
    Attend to my cry,
        for I am brought very low!
    Deliver me from my persecutors,
        for they are too strong for me!
    Bring me out of prison,
        that I may give thanks to your name!
    The righteous will surround me,
        for you will deal bountifully with me.

    The Holy Bible, English Standard Version.
    ESV® Text Edition: 2016. Copyright © 2001 by
    Crossway Bibles, a publishing ministry of Good News Publishers.