David Bahn – Reflections

Light from the Word and through the lens

  • Please pray these Psalms with me on this Lord’s Day 

    Psalm 19

    The heavens declare the glory of God,
        and the sky above proclaims his handiwork.
    Day to day pours out speech,
        and night to night reveals knowledge.
    There is no speech, nor are there words,
        whose voice is not heard.
    Their voice goes out through all the earth,
        and their words to the end of the world.
    In them he has set a tent for the sun,
        which comes out like a bridegroom leaving his chamber,
        and, like a strong man, runs its course with joy.
    Its rising is from the end of the heavens,
        and its circuit to the end of them,
        and there is nothing hidden from its heat.

    The law of the Lord is perfect,
        reviving the soul;
    the testimony of the Lord is sure,
        making wise the simple;
    the precepts of the Lord are right,
        rejoicing the heart;
    the commandment of the Lord is pure,
        enlightening the eyes;
    the fear of the Lord is clean,
        enduring forever;
    the rules of the Lord are true,
        and righteous altogether.
    10 More to be desired are they than gold,
        even much fine gold;
    sweeter also than honey
        and drippings of the honeycomb.
    11 Moreover, by them is your servant warned;
        in keeping them there is great reward.

    12 Who can discern his errors?
        Declare me innocent from hidden faults.
    13 Keep back your servant also from presumptuous sins;
        let them not have dominion over me!
    Then I shall be blameless,
        and innocent of great transgression.

    14 Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart
        be acceptable in your sight,
        Lord, my rock and my redeemer.

    Psalm 49:16-20

    Be not afraid when a man becomes rich,
        when the glory of his house increases.
    17 For when he dies he will carry nothing away;
        his glory will not go down after him.
    18 For though, while he lives, he counts himself blessed—
        and though you get praise when you do well for yourself—
    19 his soul will go to the generation of his fathers,
        who will never again see light.
    20 Man in his pomp yet without understanding is like the beasts that perish.

    Psalm 79:8-13

    Do not remember against us our former iniquities;
        let your compassion come speedily to meet us,
        for we are brought very low.
    Help us, O God of our salvation,
        for the glory of your name;
    deliver us, and atone for our sins,
        for your name’s sake!
    10 Why should the nations say,
        “Where is their God?”
    Let the avenging of the outpoured blood of your servants
        be known among the nations before our eyes!

    11 Let the groans of the prisoners come before you;
        according to your great power, preserve those doomed to die!
    12 Return sevenfold into the lap of our neighbors
        the taunts with which they have taunted you, O Lord!
    13 But we your people, the sheep of your pasture,
        will give thanks to you forever;
        from generation to generation we will recount your praise.

    Psalm 109:1-5, 26-31

    Be not silent, O God of my praise!
    For wicked and deceitful mouths are opened against me,
        speaking against me with lying tongues.
    They encircle me with words of hate,
        and attack me without cause.
    In return for my love they accuse me,
        but I give myself to prayer.
    So they reward me evil for good,
        and hatred for my love.

    26 Help me, O Lord my God!
        Save me according to your steadfast love!
    27 Let them know that this is your hand;
        you, O Lord, have done it!
    28 Let them curse, but you will bless!
        They arise and are put to shame, but your servant will be glad!
    29 May my accusers be clothed with dishonor;
        may they be wrapped in their own shame as in a cloak!

    30 With my mouth I will give great thanks to the Lord;
        I will praise him in the midst of the throng.
    31 For he stands at the right hand of the needy one,
        to save him from those who condemn his soul to death.

    Psalm 139

    Lord, you have searched me and known me!
    You know when I sit down and when I rise up;
        you discern my thoughts from afar.
    You search out my path and my lying down
        and are acquainted with all my ways.
    Even before a word is on my tongue,
        behold, O Lord, you know it altogether.
    You hem me in, behind and before,
        and lay your hand upon me.
    Such knowledge is too wonderful for me;
        it is high; I cannot attain it.

    Where shall I go from your Spirit?
        Or where shall I flee from your presence?
    If I ascend to heaven, you are there!
        If I make my bed in Sheol, you are there!
    If I take the wings of the morning
        and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea,
    10 even there your hand shall lead me,
        and your right hand shall hold me.
    11 If I say, “Surely the darkness shall cover me,
        and the light about me be night,”
    12 even the darkness is not dark to you;
        the night is bright as the day,
        for darkness is as light with you.

    13 For you formed my inward parts;
        you knitted me together in my mother’s womb.
    14 I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made.
    Wonderful are your works;
        my soul knows it very well.
    15 My frame was not hidden from you,
    when I was being made in secret,
        intricately woven in the depths of the earth.
    16 Your eyes saw my unformed substance;
    in your book were written, every one of them,
        the days that were formed for me,
        when as yet there was none of them.

    17 How precious to me are your thoughts, O God!
        How vast is the sum of them!
    18 If I would count them, they are more than the sand.
        I awake, and I am still with you.

    19 Oh that you would slay the wicked, O God!
        O men of blood, depart from me!
    20 They speak against you with malicious intent;
        your enemies take your name in vain.
    21 Do I not hate those who hate you, O Lord?
        And do I not loathe those who rise up against you?
    22 I hate them with complete hatred;
        I count them my enemies.

    23 Search me, O God, and know my heart!
        Try me and know my thoughts!
    24 And see if there be any grievous way in me,
        and lead me in the way everlasting!

    The Holy Bible, English Standard Version.
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  • Follow the Word: There is No Other God than the LORD!

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    These devotions are part of the Follow the Word Bible reading program at St. John Lutheran Church in Cypress, Texas. This year we are reading through the Scriptures together, listening for how God speaks through his Word day by day. I hope you will join me on this journey.

    Today’s readings are 1 Samuel 5-7, Psalm 107.

    1 Samuel 6:13-21

    Now the people of Beth-shemesh were reaping their wheat harvest in the valley. And when they lifted up their eyes and saw the ark, they rejoiced to see it. 14 The cart came into the field of Joshua of Beth-shemesh and stopped there. A great stone was there. And they split up the wood of the cart and offered the cows as a burnt offering to the Lord. 15 And the Levites took down the ark of the Lord and the box that was beside it, in which were the golden figures, and set them upon the great stone. And the men of Beth-shemesh offered burnt offerings and sacrificed sacrifices on that day to the Lord. 16 And when the five lords of the Philistines saw it, they returned that day to Ekron.

    17 These are the golden tumors that the Philistines returned as a guilt offering to the Lord: one for Ashdod, one for Gaza, one for Ashkelon, one for Gath, one for Ekron, 18 and the golden mice, according to the number of all the cities of the Philistines belonging to the five lords, both fortified cities and unwalled villages. The great stone beside which they set down the ark of the Lord is a witness to this day in the field of Joshua of Beth-shemesh.

    19 And he struck some of the men of Beth-shemesh, because they looked upon the ark of the Lord. He struck seventy men of them, and the people mourned because the Lord had struck the people with a great blow. 20 Then the men of Beth-shemesh said, “Who is able to stand before the Lord, this holy God? And to whom shall he go up away from us?” 21 So they sent messengers to the inhabitants of Kiriath-jearim, saying, “The Philistines have returned the ark of the Lord. Come down and take it up to you.”

    Mandevilla | The Arbor Gate | April 2026

    This incident is almost hard not to smile at. The Philistines capture the Ark of the LORD and place it in the temple of Dagon – their god of grain and provision. His name is likely related to dagan, the Hebrew word for grain. But Dagon is quickly shown to be nothing. The very next morning, his statue lies fallen before the Ark. And by the following day, his head and hands are broken off, lying on the threshold (1 Samuel 5:4). His supposed power is exposed as empty.

    So much is revealed here. The LORD does not bow to idols. Dagon cannot speak, cannot act, cannot stand. It is a sad moment for the Philistines – but more is coming than the symbolic fall of their god. As they keep the Ark, the LORD afflicts them with painful tumors. Their trophy of victory becomes a heavy reminder of his sovereignty.

    I remember first hearing this described – based on the King James translation – as a case of severe hemorrhoids. Whatever the exact nature of the affliction, it was no minor inconvenience. It may well have been something far more serious, perhaps even a plague, suggested by the offering of golden tumors and rats when they finally send the Ark away.

    And yet, when the Ark returns to Israel, even God’s people do not fully understand. They begin to treat it as something of a talisman – a way to secure blessing or protection on their own terms.

    That is a danger for us as well. As Paul writes in Galatians 6:7, “Do not be deceived: God is not mocked.” He is not a genie to be summoned, nor a power to be managed. He is the Lord – the God of creation, redemption, and judgment.

    The men of Beth-shemesh ask the right question: “Who is able to stand before the LORD, this holy God?” It is a question we must also ask. And the answer is not found in anything we bring or control, but in what God himself provides.

    We stand before him in humility and faith – with thankful hearts – trusting that this holy God has also shown himself to be gracious, merciful, and faithful. He is not only to be feared, but to be loved and trusted.

    Click on the graphic below to watch the Bible Project video summary of the book of 1 Samuel.

  • Follow the Word: The Call of Samuel

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    These devotions are part of the Follow the Word Bible reading program at St. John Lutheran Church in Cypress, Texas. This year we are reading through the Scriptures together, listening for how God speaks through his Word day by day. I hope you will join me on this journey.

    Today’s readings are 1 Samuel 2-4, Psalm 106.

    1 Samuel 3:10-21

    And the LORD came and stood, calling as at other times, “Samuel! Samuel!” And Samuel said, “Speak, for your servant hears.” 11 Then the LORD said to Samuel, “Behold, I am about to do a thing in Israel at which the two ears of everyone who hears it will tingle. 12 On that day I will fulfill against Eli all that I have spoken concerning his house, from beginning to end. 13 And I declare to him that I am about to punish his house forever, for the iniquity that he knew, because his sons were blaspheming God, and he did not restrain them. 14 Therefore I swear to the house of Eli that the iniquity of Eli’s house shall not be atoned for by sacrifice or offering forever.”

    15 Samuel lay until morning; then he opened the doors of the house of the LORD. And Samuel was afraid to tell the vision to Eli. 16 But Eli called Samuel and said, “Samuel, my son.” And he said, “Here I am.” 17 And Eli said, “What was it that he told you? Do not hide it from me. May God do so to you and more also if you hide anything from me of all that he told you.” 18 So Samuel told him everything and hid nothing from him. And he said, “It is the LORD. Let him do what seems good to him.”

    19 And Samuel grew, and the LORD was with him and let none of his words fall to the ground. 20 And all Israel from Dan to Beersheba knew that Samuel was established as a prophet of the LORD. 21 And the LORD appeared again at Shiloh, for the LORD revealed himself to Samuel at Shiloh by the word of the LORD.

    Lantana | The Arborgate, Tomball, Texas | April 2026

    Hannah has given birth and sings a song of praise to God — the One who raises up the lowly and the weak. Mary echoes Hannah’s song when she meets her cousin Elizabeth, as both await the birth of their promised sons. Hannah’s song is not only from her heart, but a powerful witness to the true nature of God. Out of that conviction, she presents Samuel to Eli to serve the LORD in his house.

    Samuel continues to grow in stature and in favor with the LORD and also with man – echoing the growth of the boy Jesus recorded in Luke 2 after he was found among the teachers in the temple at age twelve. Much of the truth of God’s ways is laid down here in these chapters.

    As Samuel serves in the house of the LORD, he hears a voice in the night calling his name: “Samuel!” He answers, “Here I am,” and runs to Eli, thinking he had called him. This happens three times before Eli realizes that the LORD is speaking to the boy. He instructs Samuel, if the LORD calls again, to answer, “Speak, LORD, for your servant hears.”

    And so it happens. The LORD calls, Samuel answers, and the LORD gives him a heavy word to deliver to Eli. His sons will be put to death. Eli had not restrained them in their blasphemous and immoral behavior, and his house would fall. A hard message for a young and newly called prophet to deliver. But deliver it he did – and it came true. In fact, “none of Samuel’s words fell to the ground,” a vivid way of expressing the complete reliability with which he spoke the word of the LORD.

    Sometimes those called by God must speak hard words. I recall one such moment early in my ministry, when I confronted a man in the hospital about misplaced priorities. The message was difficult, but the result was gracious. That same day I was able to assure him of God’s grace, salvation, and steadfast love.

    Seldom are we called to speak a word without hope. That is the gift of the New Covenant in which we live. God humbles, but he also lifts up. He calls to repentance, but he does not abandon the repentant. This is the song Hannah sang – and it is the greater song fulfilled in Jesus Christ. In him grace and truth are fully found, and hope is given to all who trust in him.

    Click on the graphic below to watch the Bible Project video summary of the book of 1 Samuel.

  • Follow the Word: Faithful Women in Faithless Times

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    These devotions are part of the Follow the Word Bible reading program at St. John Lutheran Church in Cypress, Texas. This year we are reading through the Scriptures together, listening for how God speaks through his Word day by day. I hope you will join me on this journey.

    Today’s readings are Judges 21, Ruth 1-2, Psalm 104.

    Ruth 4:13-17

    So Boaz took Ruth, and she became his wife. And he went in to her, and the Lord gave her conception, and she bore a son. 14 Then the women said to Naomi, “Blessed be the Lord, who has not left you this day without a redeemer, and may his name be renowned in Israel! 15 He shall be to you a restorer of life and a nourisher of your old age, for your daughter-in-law who loves you, who is more to you than seven sons, has given birth to him.” 16 Then Naomi took the child and laid him on her lap and became his nurse. 17 And the women of the neighborhood gave him a name, saying, “A son has been born to Naomi.” They named him Obed. He was the father of Jesse, the father of David.

    1 Samuel 1:9-11

    Now Eli the priest was sitting on the seat beside the doorpost of the temple of the Lord. 10 [Hannah] was deeply distressed and prayed to the Lord and wept bitterly. 11 And she vowed a vow and said, “O Lord of hosts, if you will indeed look on the affliction of your servant and remember me and not forget your servant, but will give to your servant a son, then I will give him to the Lord all the days of his life, and no razor shall touch his head.”

    Poppy Flower Pod -2 | The Arbor Gate, Tomball, Texas | April 2026

    These chapters have been, for me, a welcome relief from the sad and discouraging accounts of the judges in Israel. Those were dark days, marked by repeated cycles of murder, retribution, deceit, and violence. One thing is clear: God’s word does not soften the reality of human sin. We see it plainly – even when we might prefer a more muted telling.

    Then we have this breath of fresh air – light in the darkness – in the persons of Ruth, Naomi, Boaz, and Hannah. Each bring a different facet of faithfulness, trust, grace, humility, and godliness into focus.

    Naomi describes herself as bitter after the loss of her husband and her two sons. It is not necessarily the kind of sinful bitterness warned against in Hebrews 12:15, but rather an honest expression of deep sorrow. Yet her grief does not turn her inward. She still seeks the good of her daughters-in-law, urging them to return to their homeland and families. Orpah returns, but Ruth does not.

    Ruth’s response is striking – marked by trust, humility, faithfulness, and initiative. She goes to glean in the fields, providing for Naomi. She listens to Naomi’s guidance about a kinsman-redeemer – a custom foreign to her as a Moabite – yet she follows it in faith. She goes to the threshing floor, lays at the feet of Boaz, and asks him to redeem Naomi and her.

    Boaz provides for Ruth and Naomi by instructing the workers to allow her to draw water along with them, even allowing her to glean from the stacked stalks in the field, and protecting her from being taken advantage of. When it comes time to act as kinsman redeemer he makes certain that the closer relative was given the opportunity first before exercising his duty and privilege. The happy result is that a child is born – from whose lineage will come King David, and our Savior, Jesus Christ, Son of David, Son of God.

    Hannah prays for a son, and the Lord gives her Samuel. He will serve in the house of the Lord and, in time, anoint David as king of Israel. The narrative is beginning to turn. We are moving toward some of the most familiar and beloved stories of the Old Testament. Yet as engaging and enduring as they are, we remember that all of this is prelude – pointing ahead to the once-for-all deliverance God will accomplish through his Son, our Lord Jesus Christ. So we watch for him, even now, as we see glimpses of his grace and truth reflected in these faithful lives – bright lights in the dark days of the Judges.

    Click on the graphic below to watch the Bible Project video summary of the book of 1 Samuel.

  • Follow the Word: There is Still Hope for Us

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    These devotions are part of the Follow the Word Bible reading program at St. John Lutheran Church in Cypress, Texas. This year we are reading through the Scriptures together, listening for how God speaks through his Word day by day. I hope you will join me on this journey.

    Today’s readings are Judges 21, Ruth 1-2, Psalm 104.

    Judges 21:25

    In those days there was no king in Israel. Everyone did what was right in his own eyes.

    Ruth 1:1-18 (Narrative Summary)

    In the days when the judges ruled, a famine came upon the land, and a man from Bethlehem in Judah went to live for a time in Moab with his wife Naomi and their two sons, Mahlon and Chilion. While there, Elimelech died, leaving Naomi with her sons. The sons took Moabite wives, Orpah and Ruth, but after about ten years both sons also died, and Naomi was left without her husband and her children.

    Hearing that the Lord had provided food for his people, Naomi set out to return to Judah with her daughters-in-law. Along the way she urged them to go back to their mothers’ houses, praying that the Lord would deal kindly with them and grant them rest in new homes. They wept and said they would go with her, but Naomi insisted, reminding them that she had no future to offer them and describing her own bitterness under the Lord’s hand.

    Again they wept. Orpah kissed Naomi and returned to her people and her gods, but Ruth clung to her. Naomi urged her to follow her sister-in-law, but Ruth refused, saying that where Naomi went she would go, where she lodged she would lodge, that Naomi’s people would be her people and Naomi’s God her God. She pledged to remain with her even unto death. Seeing her determination, Naomi said no more.

    Opium Poppy Seed Pod | The Arbor Gate, Tomball, Texas | April 2026

    Israel nearly destroys the tribe of Benjamin in retribution of the terrible events recorded in Judges 19. But instead of keeping it local, and because the people of Gilbea refused to hand over the guilty men. Israel goes to war against Benjamin, and nearly annihilates them. Israel is unraveling morally – seeking revenge, piling sin upon sin, and caving in to the ways of the people around them. They have no leader and we read those terrible words at the end of the book: In those days there was no king in Israel. Everyone did what was right in his own eyes.

    We’ve already seen that the deeper issue in Israel is not merely that they lack a king, but that they are not living under the LORD God as their King. Their allegiance is not to the LORD, it is to the convenient gods of the surrounding peoples. I this landscape of disintegration we are introduced to Ruth, the widow daughter-in-law of Naomi. This Moabite woman’s faith, humility, and loyalty offer a striking contrast to the chaos that has come before.

    As these first two chapters introduce us to Ruth, it is important to remember that these events occur during the time of the Judges. It is a reminder that the goodness of God and the influence of the Holy Spirit shines brightest in the darkness of sin and evil. This book will offer a counterpoint to the ugly events recorded in the book of Judges.

    As these chapters end we are introduced to Boaz – a man of great integrity, generosity, and kindness. Naomi tells Ruth that Boaz is “one of our redeemers;” a near relative able to restore what has been lost. In the midst of her emptiness, it is a quiet sign that God has already placed redemption within reach.

    Naomi is saying, in effect, “there is still hope for us.” Tragedy has struck. These two widows are vulnerable and empty. But God is providing a way forward for them. He is, in fact, providing a way forward for us as well, for Ruth is an ancestor of Jesus, listed in Matthew’s record of his genealogy. There is hope for us as God acts throughout history to save and redeem his people. Ruth gives us a glimpse of that hope.

    Click on the graphic below to watch the Bible Project video summary of the book of Ruth.

  • Follow the Word: The Corruption of a Kingless People

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    These devotions are part of the Follow the Word Bible reading program at St. John Lutheran Church in Cypress, Texas. This year we are reading through the Scriptures together, listening for how God speaks through his Word day by day. I hope you will join me on this journey.

    Today’s readings are Judges 18-20, Psalm 103.

    Judges 20:18-26

    The people of Israel arose and went up to Bethel and inquired of God, “Who shall go up first for us to fight against the people of Benjamin?” And the Lord said, “Judah shall go up first.”

    19 Then the people of Israel rose in the morning and encamped against Gibeah. 20 And the men of Israel went out to fight against Benjamin, and the men of Israel drew up the battle line against them at Gibeah. 21 The people of Benjamin came out of Gibeah and destroyed on that day 22,000 men of the Israelites. 22 But the people, the men of Israel, took courage, and again formed the battle line in the same place where they had formed it on the first day. 23 And the people of Israel went up and wept before the Lord until the evening. And they inquired of the Lord, “Shall we again draw near to fight against our brothers, the people of Benjamin?” And the Lord said, “Go up against them.”

    24 So the people of Israel came near against the people of Benjamin the second day. 25 And Benjamin went against them out of Gibeah the second day, and destroyed 18,000 men of the people of Israel. All these were men who drew the sword. 26 Then all the people of Israel, the whole army, went up and came to Bethel and wept. They sat there before the Lord and fasted that day until evening, and offered burnt offerings and peace offerings before the Lord. 

    Blackberry Bloom | The Arborgate, Tomball, Texas | April 2026

    Judges 18–20 lays bare the corruption of a kingless people. The people still speak the Lord’s name, yet live as though he were absent. Worship is reshaped to fit convenience and sullied by pagan gods. Morality collapses into brutality, and even the pursuit of justice leads to deeper destruction. Again and again they inquire of the Lord, yet their actions reveal hearts untethered from true faith and trustful obedience. What unfolds is not merely a series of tragic events, but a revealing portrait of human sinfulness – restless, self-directed, and unable to set itself right. And yet, in the midst of all this, the Lord remains – present, speaking, and unchanged – exposing both the depth of their need and the reality that their hope must come from beyond themselves.

    Notice that the people do not abandon religion – they reshape it. They take what belongs to the Lord and bend it to their purposes, convincing themselves that God is with them even as they go their own way. They who were made in the image of God remake God into their own image: powerless, manipulative, unreliable and completely impotent.

    And their sinful pride doesn’t stay contained. What begins as distorted worship spills into distorted living. The corruption deepens, relationships fracture, and violence multiplies. One tribe’s sin becomes the whole nation’s tragedy.

    So they call out to God. Problem is, seeking God is not the same as submitting to him. They inquire of the Lord, and he answers – yet their hearts remain unchanged. They want direction without surrender, guidance without repentance – until the events in these verses. They realize how far they had wandered. The people of Israel went up and wept before the Lord until the evening.

    Will it stick? Will they remain faithfully obedient? We know how this goes. But thankfully – and I mean that sincerely – thankfully, God remains present even in the face of the wavering faithfulness and untethered hearts. The Lord does not disappear. He is still there – hearing, speaking, and acting – not because his people are faithful, but because he is. God, alone, is the only constant. His ways are the only true way of life.

    Their problem isn’t just that the people of Israel have no king… it’s that they have no true King. What Israel lacks is not merely leadership, but a heart rightly ruled. Their corruption exposes a deeper need – for a King who does not mirror their brokenness, but redeems it.

    This is the cycle of Judges plays out: false worship leads to spreading corruption, which begets hollow seeking, played out in the shadow of God’s reliable faithfulness, pointing to our need for a true King. This cycle will repeat itself throughout the Old Testament – until the True King, our Lord Jesus comes to save us. We who are prone to wander, broken and evil (Jesus’ word to describe his own disciples) have a Savior who is faithful, broken in our place on the cross, and truly good. We have a true king! Thanks be to God!

    Click on the graphic below to watch the Bible Project video summary of the book of Judges.

  • Please pray these Psalms with me on this Lord’s Day 

    Psalm 12

    Save, O Lord, for the godly one is gone;
        for the faithful have vanished from among the children of man.
    Everyone utters lies to his neighbor;
        with flattering lips and a double heart they speak.

    May the Lord cut off all flattering lips,
        the tongue that makes great boasts,
    those who say, “With our tongue we will prevail,
        our lips are with us; who is master over us?”

    “Because the poor are plundered, because the needy groan,
        I will now arise,” says the Lord;
        “I will place him in the safety for which he longs.”
    The words of the Lord are pure words,
        like silver refined in a furnace on the ground,
        purified seven times.

    You, O Lord, will keep them;
        you will guard us from this generation forever.
    On every side the wicked prowl,
        as vileness is exalted among the children of man.

    Psalm 42

    As a deer pants for flowing streams,
        so pants my soul for you, O God.
    My soul thirsts for God,
        for the living God.
    When shall I come and appear before God?
    My tears have been my food
        day and night,
    while they say to me all the day long,
        “Where is your God?”
    These things I remember,
        as I pour out my soul:
    how I would go with the throng
        and lead them in procession to the house of God
    with glad shouts and songs of praise,
        a multitude keeping festival.

    Why are you cast down, O my soul,
        and why are you in turmoil within me?
    Hope in God; for I shall again praise him,
        my salvation and my God.

    My soul is cast down within me;
        therefore I remember you
    from the land of Jordan and of Hermon,
        from Mount Mizar.
    Deep calls to deep
        at the roar of your waterfalls;
    all your breakers and your waves
        have gone over me.
    By day the Lord commands his steadfast love,
        and at night his song is with me,
        a prayer to the God of my life.
    I say to God, my rock:
        “Why have you forgotten me?
    Why do I go mourning
        because of the oppression of the enemy?”
    10 As with a deadly wound in my bones,
        my adversaries taunt me,
    while they say to me all the day long,
        “Where is your God?”

    11 Why are you cast down, O my soul,
        and why are you in turmoil within me?
    Hope in God; for I shall again praise him,
        my salvation and my God.

    Psalm 72

    Give the king your justice, O God,
        and your righteousness to the royal son!
    May he judge your people with righteousness,
        and your poor with justice!
    Let the mountains bear prosperity for the people,
        and the hills, in righteousness!
    May he defend the cause of the poor of the people,
        give deliverance to the children of the needy,
        and crush the oppressor!

    May they fear you while the sun endures,
        and as long as the moon, throughout all generations!
    May he be like rain that falls on the mown grass,
        like showers that water the earth!
    In his days may the righteous flourish,
        and peace abound, till the moon be no more!

    May he have dominion from sea to sea,
        and from the River to the ends of the earth!
    May desert tribes bow down before him,
        and his enemies lick the dust!
    10 May the kings of Tarshish and of the coastlands
        render him tribute;
    may the kings of Sheba and Seba
        bring gifts!
    11 May all kings fall down before him,
        all nations serve him!

    12 For he delivers the needy when he calls,
        the poor and him who has no helper.
    13 He has pity on the weak and the needy,
        and saves the lives of the needy.
    14 From oppression and violence he redeems their life,
        and precious is their blood in his sight.

    15 Long may he live;
        may gold of Sheba be given to him!
    May prayer be made for him continually,
        and blessings invoked for him all the day!
    16 May there be abundance of grain in the land;
        on the tops of the mountains may it wave;
        may its fruit be like Lebanon;
    and may people blossom in the cities
        like the grass of the field!
    17 May his name endure forever,
        his fame continue as long as the sun!
    May people be blessed in him,
        all nations call him blessed!

    18 Blessed be the Lord, the God of Israel,
        who alone does wondrous things.
    19 Blessed be his glorious name forever;
        may the whole earth be filled with his glory!
    Amen and Amen!

    20 The prayers of David, the son of Jesse, are ended.

    Psalm 102

    Hear my prayer, O Lord;
    let my cry come to you!
    Do not hide your face from me
        in the day of my distress!
    Incline your ear to me;
        answer me speedily in the day when I call!

    For my days pass away like smoke,
        and my bones burn like a furnace.
    My heart is struck down like grass and has withered;
        I forget to eat my bread.
    Because of my loud groaning
        my bones cling to my flesh.
    I am like a desert owl of the wilderness,
        like an owl of the waste places;
    I lie awake;
        I am like a lonely sparrow on the housetop.
    All the day my enemies taunt me;
        those who deride me use my name for a curse.
    For I eat ashes like bread
        and mingle tears with my drink,
    10 because of your indignation and anger;
        for you have taken me up and thrown me down.
    11 My days are like an evening shadow;
        I wither away like grass.

    12 But you, O Lord, are enthroned forever;
        you are remembered throughout all generations.
    13 You will arise and have pity on Zion;
        it is the time to favor her;
        the appointed time has come.
    14 For your servants hold her stones dear
        and have pity on her dust.
    15 Nations will fear the name of the Lord,
        and all the kings of the earth will fear your glory.
    16 For the Lord builds up Zion;
        he appears in his glory;
    17 he regards the prayer of the destitute
        and does not despise their prayer.

    18 Let this be recorded for a generation to come,
        so that a people yet to be created may praise the Lord:
    19 that he looked down from his holy height;
        from heaven the Lord looked at the earth,
    20 to hear the groans of the prisoners,
        to set free those who were doomed to die,
    21 that they may declare in Zion the name of the Lord,
        and in Jerusalem his praise,
    22 when peoples gather together,
        and kingdoms, to worship the Lord.

    23 He has broken my strength in midcourse;
        he has shortened my days.
    24 “O my God,” I say, “take me not away
        in the midst of my days—
    you whose years endure
        throughout all generations!”

    25 Of old you laid the foundation of the earth,
        and the heavens are the work of your hands.
    26 They will perish, but you will remain;
        they will all wear out like a garment.
    You will change them like a robe, and they will pass away,
    27     but you are the same, and your years have no end.
    28 The children of your servants shall dwell secure;
        their offspring shall be established before you.

    Psalm 132

    Remember, O Lord, in David’s favor,
        all the hardships he endured,
    how he swore to the Lord
        and vowed to the Mighty One of Jacob,
    “I will not enter my house
        or get into my bed,
    I will not give sleep to my eyes
        or slumber to my eyelids,
    until I find a place for the Lord,
        a dwelling place for the Mighty One of Jacob.”

    Behold, we heard of it in Ephrathah;
        we found it in the fields of Jaar.
    “Let us go to his dwelling place;
        let us worship at his footstool!”

    Arise, O Lord, and go to your resting place,
        you and the ark of your might.
    Let your priests be clothed with righteousness,
        and let your saints shout for joy.
    10 For the sake of your servant David,
        do not turn away the face of your anointed one.

    11 The Lord swore to David a sure oath
        from which he will not turn back:
    “One of the sons of your body
        I will set on your throne.
    12 If your sons keep my covenant
        and my testimonies that I shall teach them,
    their sons also forever
        shall sit on your throne.”

    13 For the Lord has chosen Zion;
        he has desired it for his dwelling place:
    14 “This is my resting place forever;
        here I will dwell, for I have desired it.
    15 I will abundantly bless her provisions;
        I will satisfy her poor with bread.
    16 Her priests I will clothe with salvation,
        and her saints will shout for joy.
    17 There I will make a horn to sprout for David;
        I have prepared a lamp for my anointed.
    18 His enemies I will clothe with shame,
        but on him his crown will shine.”

    The Holy Bible, English Standard Version.
    ESV® Text Edition: 2016. Copyright © 2001 by
    Crossway Bibles, a publishing ministry of Good News Publishers.

  • Follow the Word: The Danger of Self-Made Salvation

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    These devotions are part of the Follow the Word Bible reading program at St. John Lutheran Church in Cypress, Texas. This year we are reading through the Scriptures together, listening for how God speaks through his Word day by day. I hope you will join me on this journey.

    Today’s readings are Judges 9-11, Psalm 100.

    Judges 10:8-18

    For eighteen years [the Philistines and Ammonites] oppressed all the people of Israel who were beyond the Jordan in the land of the Amorites, which is in Gilead. And the Ammonites crossed the Jordan to fight also against Judah and against Benjamin and against the house of Ephraim, so that Israel was severely distressed.

    10 And the people of Israel cried out to the Lord, saying, “We have sinned against you, because we have forsaken our God and have served the Baals.” 11 And the Lord said to the people of Israel, “Did I not save you from the Egyptians and from the Amorites, from the Ammonites and from the Philistines? 12 The Sidonians also, and the Amalekites and the Maonites oppressed you, and you cried out to me, and I saved you out of their hand. 13 Yet you have forsaken me and served other gods; therefore I will save you no more. 14 Go and cry out to the gods whom you have chosen; let them save you in the time of your distress.” 15 And the people of Israel said to the Lord, “We have sinned; do to us whatever seems good to you. Only please deliver us this day.” 16 So they put away the foreign gods from among them and served the Lord, and he became impatient over the misery of Israel.

    17 Then the Ammonites were called to arms, and they encamped in Gilead. And the people of Israel came together, and they encamped at Mizpah. 18 And the people, the leaders of Gilead, said one to another, “Who is the man who will begin to fight against the Ammonites? He shall be head over all the inhabitants of Gilead.”

    Oleander Bush | My Back Yard | March 2026

    Judges 9–11 traces Israel’s deepening faithlessness – from Abimelech’s violent, self-made rule to the nation’s return to idolatry and the oppression that follows. Leadership falters, the people wander, and the familiar cycle spirals downward. Yet when Israel cries out again, the response is not immediate rescue but a searching confrontation that exposes the emptiness of the gods they have chosen. It is here, in the tension between judgment and compassion, that the focus sharpens – leading into Judges 10:8–18, where repentance deepens and the heart of God toward his people is revealed.

    In the face of these threats the people of Israel confessed: “We have sinned against you, because we have forsaken our God and have served the Baals.” It wasn’t just that they had done some bad things like stealing, adultery, or even murder. They sinned by forsaking God and looking to false gods, the Baals – man-made answers to fear, dressed up as divine power.

    So God’s answer was not simply to forgive, “That’s OK, I forgive you.” This struck me strongly – as one who deals so consistently in God’s grace. In fact it struck me pretty hard to hear God say, “Go and cry out to the gods whom you have chosen; let them save you in the time of your distress.” 

    God wanted more than a contrition borne of desperation. He wanted – and always does want – true repentance. He desires not just empty words – especially those that sound sincere but are driven by sincere sadness of being in distress. God is always concerned with the heart. It’s like John the Baptist said to the people coming out to be baptized by him 1200 years later: “Bring forth the fruits of repentance.” In other words, sincere repentance isn’t just an Old Testament ideal. It’s the center of our relationship with God.

    The people of Israel show true repentance by throwing away their idols and foreign gods. I noticed that God “became impatient over the misery of Israel.” And God acted in their behalf. Deliverance begins even before a deliver appears. Here we learn the danger of self-made salvation, the depth of Israel’s wandering, and the persistence of God’s mercy.

    And so it is today. We might discover the same truth. Revival begins with repentance. It might be that God begins to act before we see the fruits of his deliverance. But it always starts with true repentance for sin isn’t just an act. It is a condition that can be overcome only by God’s grace and we discover that grace as we approach him in humility and contrition. Let not the persistence of God’s mercy ever lead us to abandon our faith in him and his ways.

    Click on the graphic below to watch the Bible Project video summary of the book of Judges.

  • Follow the Word: Gideon’s Two Fleeces and My Two Letters

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    These devotions are part of the Follow the Word Bible reading program at St. John Lutheran Church in Cypress, Texas. This year we are reading through the Scriptures together, listening for how God speaks through his Word day by day. I hope you will join me on this journey.

    Today’s readings are Judges 6-8, Psalm 99.

    Judges 6:33-40

    Now all the Midianites and the Amalekites and the people of the East came together, and they crossed the Jordan and encamped in the Valley of Jezreel. 34 But the Spirit of the Lord clothed Gideon, and he sounded the trumpet, and the Abiezrites were called out to follow him. 35 And he sent messengers throughout all Manasseh, and they too were called out to follow him. And he sent messengers to Asher, Zebulun, and Naphtali, and they went up to meet them.

    36 Then Gideon said to God, “If you will save Israel by my hand, as you have said, 37 behold, I am laying a fleece of wool on the threshing floor. If there is dew on the fleece alone, and it is dry on all the ground, then I shall know that you will save Israel by my hand, as you have said.” 38 And it was so. When he rose early next morning and squeezed the fleece, he wrung enough dew from the fleece to fill a bowl with water. 39 Then Gideon said to God, “Let not your anger burn against me; let me speak just once more. Please let me test just once more with the fleece. Please let it be dry on the fleece only, and on all the ground let there be dew.” 40 And God did so that night; and it was dry on the fleece only, and on all the ground there was dew.

    Lemon Blossom | My Backyard | March 2026

    Gideon faced a momentous decision. Was he really to save Israel from the Midianites, Amalekites, and the people of the East? Was he the one?

    God had already spoken clearly:

    “Go in this might of yours and save Israel… do not I send you?”
    And he said, “Please, Lord, how can I save Israel? … I am the least…”
    And the Lord said, “But I will be with you…” – Judges 6:14–16

    Still, Gideon wanted a sign – something to confirm that this was truly God’s call. So he laid out a fleece. First, the fleece was wet and the ground dry. Then the reverse. And so it was. Reassured, Gideon went forward – and God would later use just 300 men to deliver Israel.

    There comes a moment when calling becomes reality – when faith meets risk. Gideon stood there. So have we.

    Nearly 22 years ago, I faced a far smaller but still significant decision. I received a call to serve as senior pastor at St. John Lutheran Church in Cypress, Texas. I loved where I was serving. Holy Cross in Arlington was a great fit. We had built a strong team, completed a building project, and the church was growing. I was ready to stay.

    Then came the call to St. John.

    After visiting, Diane and I wrestled with the decision. Stay or go?

    I didn’t lay out fleeces, but I did write two letters – one declining the call, one accepting it. As I wrote, I sensed where my heart was leaning. When Diane read them, she confirmed it: “This one has passion and energy,” she said of the letter accepting the call.

    And so it was.

    Sometimes God’s signs are external, like Gideon’s fleece. More often, they come through prayer, conversation, and sanctified reason – shaped by God’s Word and guided by his Spirit.

    Our best decisions are made not in certainty, but in trust – trusting that the Lord who calls also goes with us.

    I’m thankful he led me to St. John – even if it took two letters to see it clearly.

    Click on the graphic below to watch the Bible Project video summary of the book of Judges.

  • Follow the Word: May the Name of the LORD be Praised!

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    These devotions are part of the Follow the Word Bible reading program at St. John Lutheran Church in Cypress, Texas. This year we are reading through the Scriptures together, listening for how God speaks through his Word day by day. I hope you will join me on this journey.

    Today’s readings are Judges 3-5, Psalm 98.

    Psalm 98

    Oh sing to the LORD a new song,
        for he has done marvelous things!
    His right hand and his holy arm
        have worked salvation for him.
    The LORD has made known his salvation;
        he has revealed his righteousness in the sight of the nations.
    He has remembered his steadfast love and faithfulness
        to the house of Israel.
    All the ends of the earth have seen
        the salvation of our God.

    Make a joyful noise to the LORD, all the earth;
        break forth into joyous song and sing praises!
    Sing praises to the LORD with the lyre,
        with the lyre and the sound of melody!
    With trumpets and the sound of the horn
        make a joyful noise before the King, the LORD!

    Let the sea roar, and all that fills it;
        the world and those who dwell in it!
    Let the rivers clap their hands;
        let the hills sing for joy together
    before the LORD, for he comes
        to judge the earth.
    He will judge the world with righteousness,
        and the peoples with equity.

    Lemon Blossom | My Backyard | March 2026

    The familiar cycle continues to unfold in these chapters of Judges: God’s favor, Israel’s faithfulness, their turning away, the Lord’s judgment, their repentance, and once again his gracious deliverance. We are regaled with accounts of a two-edged sword plunged into the belly of a fat king, a tent peg driven through the temple of another enemy, Deborah’s spiritual and political leadership, and finally a song of praise celebrating Israel’s victories.

    We know, however, that the cycle will continue. Soon we will read again, “the people of Israel again did what was evil in the sight of the Lord.” In fact, that refrain appears only a couple more times in the remaining chapters of Judges. By the end, the pattern itself begins to unravel, and we are left with this sobering summary: “In those days there was no king in Israel. Everyone did what was right in his own eyes” (Judges 21:25).

    The psalm for today, Psalm 98, was not written for a single historical moment but for the ongoing worship of God’s people. It celebrates the Lord’s saving work – likely reflecting Israel’s experience of deliverance and restoration – and looks forward to the day when all nations and all creation will rejoice in his righteous reign.

    The contrast with the time of the Judges is striking. There the nation staggers in immaturity and instability. Here, the horizon widens: God’s faithfulness, justice, holiness, majesty, and steadfast love come into clearer view, and the nations themselves are drawn into the song -“all the ends of the earth have seen the salvation of our God.”

    Today, that salvation has been made fully known in Jesus Christ. What the psalm anticipates, we now see: God has revealed his righteousness to the nations in his Son. This is cause for the whole earth to rejoice. We look back to his death and resurrection, and forward to his coming again to judge the world in righteousness and vindicate those who trust in him.

    And yet, like Israel, we know the pattern of wandering and return. But the Lord remains faithful. He works even through weakness and failure to accomplish his purposes. He is creating a people for his glory – and that glory is now revealed in Jesus, who in his grace calls us again and again to repentance and to a life of faith in him.

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