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These devotions are part of the Follow the Word Bible reading program at St. John Lutheran Church in Cypress, Texas.This year we are reading through the Scriptures together, listening for how God speaks through his Word day by day. I hope you will join me on this journey.
Today’s readings are Genesis 42-43; Psalm 39.
Genesis 43:26-34
When Joseph came home, they brought into the house to him the present that they had with them and bowed down to him to the ground. 27 And he inquired about their welfare and said, “Is your father well, the old man of whom you spoke? Is he still alive?” 28 They said, “Your servant our father is well; he is still alive.” And they bowed their heads and prostrated themselves. 29 And he lifted up his eyes and saw his brother Benjamin, his mother’s son, and said, “Is this your youngest brother, of whom you spoke to me? God be gracious to you, my son!” 30 Then Joseph hurried out, for his compassion grew warm for his brother, and he sought a place to weep. And he entered his chamber and wept there. 31 Then he washed his face and came out. And controlling himself he said, “Serve the food.” 32 They served him by himself, and them by themselves, and the Egyptians who ate with him by themselves, because the Egyptians could not eat with the Hebrews, for that is an abomination to the Egyptians. 33 And they sat before him, the firstborn according to his birthright and the youngest according to his youth. And the men looked at one another in amazement. 34 Portions were taken to them from Joseph’s table, but Benjamin’s portion was five times as much as any of theirs. And they drank and were merry with him.

I am not given to weeping. It’s not something which I am proud of. For reasons that likely go way back to my youth, I just don’t cry easily – especially not because of obvious personal pain.
I have noticed something more recently, however. When I see others experiencing extraordinary beauty, joyful experiences, or rich blessings, I can easily be brought to tears. When someone has suffered greatly and is relieved from that suffering, my heart is touched, and I can tear up.
I think of that when I read about Joseph’s reunion with his brothers – especially Benjamin. Joseph is moved to tears as he sees his brothers fearfully telling of their father and his grief at the thought of losing Benjamin.
I think this is more than just the fact that Benjamin is Joseph’s full brother. He may have thought of his mother’s death at Benjamin’s birth. He might have realized just how sad his father would be if he would not ultimately reveal himself to him and his brothers. Whatever the reason, Joseph must turn away and weep as the brothers return with Benjamin.
Weeping is not a sign of weakness. It’s a sign of a broken heart and a spirit of humility. And that makes me recall Jesus’ words, “Blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted” (Matthew 5:4). Tears are also a sign of a broken and contrite heart – which God will not despise (Psalm 51:17).
Whether we weep in pain and sorrow, or as a sign of humble contrition, or with tears of joy, we can be sure that God sees our pain, rejoices with us in every truly good thing, and will one day wipe every tear from the eyes of those who put their faith in the One who wept at the tomb of Lazarus, and wept over Jerusalem, and wept in the Garden of Gethsemane (John 11:35; Luke 19:41; Hebrews 5:7).









