David Bahn – Reflections

Light from the Word and through the lens

  • And God saw everything that he had made, and behold, it was very good. And there was evening and there was morning, the sixth day. – Genesis 1:31

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    Imagine the former glory of this building. In its day it surely must have been something! | San Antonio | January 2020

    Perhaps you’ve heard the humorous saw: “That’s bad. No, that’s good.” Something that seems to be bad is actually good.

    Not long ago, I was walkin’ down the street
    When a woman in a car knocked me off my feet
    (Oh, that’s bad)
    No, that’s good
    My insurance paid me a lot of dough
    More money than I’d seen in a year’s payroll
    (Oh, that’s good)
    No, that’s bad
    On doctor bills is where my money went
    And all I had left was a very bad limp
    (Oh, that’s bad)
    No, that’s good
    ‘Cause the way I walked, it got me a role
    As the Marshall’s partner on a TV show
    Pretty young actresses started hanging ’round
    And every night we’d do the town
    That’s good… No, that’s bad…

    So it goes. What appears to be good is not always so good. There are hidden pitfalls and pockets of trouble and brokenness in even the best of life’s happenings on this earth.

    Not so with God. When God says something is good it is good. If he says it is very good, you know there is not even the tiniest fissure of brokenness.

    We get a glimpse of this goodness in the beautiful sunrise or glorious sunset. We see a dim reflection in the splendor of a majestic mountain or the glory of a roaring sea. We see it in a baby’s coo, and a young couple’s delight in each other. We experience it in those moments of contentment at the end of a productive day: an echo of God’s experience on the sixth day of creation.

    But even the best of these are dim reflections of a more perfect goodness. For the perfect goodness was shattered by Adam and Eve’s fall into sin. Sometime after this “very good” moment and the opening events of Genesis 3 there was a revolt and Satan and a third of the angels of God were cast out of heaven and into the gloomy darkness (cf. 2 Peter 2:4; Jude 1:6).

    We see in a glass darkly, but in the end we will see face to face. All will be put right again. A new Paradise will be ours. It will be eternally very good. In the meantime, whenever we see that glorious sunset or that majestic mountain, think of God’s creative glory and try to imagine, if you are able, what true, ultimate, and glorious perfection looks like. Keep your eyes on Jesus, for he is the source of everything that is truly good.

  • And while he was at Bethany in the house of Simon the leper, as he was reclining at table, a woman came with an alabaster flask of ointment of pure nard, very costly, and she broke the flask and poured it over his head. There were some who said to themselves indignantly, “Why was the ointment wasted like that? For this ointment could have been sold for more than three hundred denarii and given to the poor.” And they scolded her. But Jesus said, “Leave her alone. Why do you trouble her? She has done a beautiful thing to me. For you always have the poor with you, and whenever you want, you can do good for them. But you will not always have me. She has done what she could; she has anointed my body beforehand for burial. And truly, I say to you, wherever the gospel is proclaimed in the whole world, what she has done will be told in memory of her.” – Mark 14:3-9

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    Fire Escape | San Antonio Riverwalk | January 2020

    Our church begins this season of Lent by focusing our eyes on Jesus. The theme will run through the weeks leading up to Easter, replete with devotions each day from the devotional book, “Eyes on Jesus.” I’ll be using these devotions as a launching pad – not only for for the Sunday and Wednesday worship themes, but also this blog during these weeks

    I am struck by the host of this event, “Simon the leper.” There is a very similar event recorded in Luke’s gospel (Luke 7:36-50) in the home of a different Simon. In that encounter, a different Simon – a Pharisee – is harshly judgmental toward the woman. Here Simon the Leper is an observer, and others are offended at this effusive outpouring of adoration on the part of the woman.

    As a (former) leper, Simon surely knew what it was like to be ostracized and put at arm’s length. He would have been shunned and isolated as long as he had the disease. I could imagine him being quite sympathetic as the others there withdrew from her in this awkward moment.

    I’m not sure he knew what to do when this woman breaks her flask of ointment. Neither did the others it seems – except for Jesus himself. Others would be judgmental – focusing on her. Others would be ill at ease and confused about what was happening. Jesus would receive the woman and her extravagant offering. He would allow this effusive outpouring of love and devotion. He would call it beautiful.

    We may feel confused, anxious, off-balance, and uncertain about what to do in many different situations. If we focus on Jesus whenever that happens we will discover a degree of peace and security that comes from his perfect love and gracious kindness toward sinners. If we think we must have the answers, exert our authority, or render our judgment we will forfeit that peace and miss the beauty of Jesus’ love for all people.

  • And he said to them, “Go into all the world and proclaim the gospel to the whole creation. – Mark 16:15

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    “The world begins at the end of your skin.” I wish I could claim that as an original saying. But I cannot. I first heard it from the now-sainted Rev. Charles Mueller. He was a strong advocate for aggressive missional efforts. And thinking in these terms was what he did. It really stuck with me.

    Where my skin ends, the world begins. Sometimes we need only look across the table at a friend who needs to learn a new and better way to live. Sometimes we may need only to cross the room to share the Good News of Jesus forgiveness, life, and salvation. Sometimes we can simply walk across the street to proclaim the gospel.

    But sometimes we may go farther. This is a brief report of our recent mission trip to Kenya and Tanzania. It was a wonderfully-fulfilling experience. We were deeply blessed as we were also able to bless our brothers and sisters in Christ there.

    Two examples will suffice. The new archbishop of the Evangelical Lutheran Church of Kenya (ELCK) is a humble and unassuming man who is seeking to bring peace and reconciliation to the church in that country. Archbishop Ocholo met us for breakfast on the Friday morning we were leaving Nairobi to visit our friends Bishop Joseph Ombasa Omwoyo and his wife Hyline.

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    Archbishop Joseph Ochola with Team St. John and Catherine Wangari

    After some good conversation, the archbishop said, “Now, let’s deal with the business.” We wondered what he was going to ask about. But we were greatly pleased to hear that he wanted to learn about the Vision For Kenyans (VFK) ministry as well as PLI. The VFK ministry had been a source of conflict and discord in the ELCK. We were glad to hear of his interest in what they are doing and we were able to lay the groundwork for some continuing conversations that we pray will yield great kingdom benefits in the months and years to come.

    The original trip had not included a stop in Kenya, but this was such an opportune moment. It was truly a divine appointment, and we were blessed to be part of it.

    A second example is of our time with Eric and Linda Funke, missionaries whom we have supported for some time at St. John. We were able to see the school at which they taught, as well as their home and participate in the worship service at Grace Lutheran Church in Mwanza, Tanzania.

    The culmination of our trip was the dedication of the Mwanza Lutheran Secondary School in Mwanza. The three-plus hour service was quite a testimony to the importance of the school. They honored us by inviting me to share a Gospel message and participate in the dedication of the school buildings St. John had helped fund. You will see that I am at least somewhat underdressed compared with Bishop Gulle. But that was never an issue with them. Our presence as a team from St. John showed that this was a big deal – this school dedication.

    They have great plans for the school in the coming years. Our part in that day included sharing the Good News of Jesus’ presence in the lives of his followers. Those who doubt, and those who boldly go wherever God calls them are promised his presence. Jesus Christ is the real reason for all of our efforts. And where our skin ends is the beginning of opportunities to proclaim his Good News – whether ½ way around the world or across the kitchen table.

  • Let us test and examine our ways, and return to the Lord. – Lamentations 3:40

    Whoever is united with the Lord is one with him in spirit. – 1 Corinthians 6:17

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    San Antonio Architecture | January 2020

    Diane and I, along with three others from St. John returned two days ago from a mission trip to Kenya and Tanzania. There are many notable things about this trip: the 38 hour return trip (three flights, 11 hours of airport layovers, and a 16 hour final leg flight), the amazing experience of a serengeti safari, the God-ordained connections we made with church leaders while there, and the eye-opening experiences we as we connected with the ministries there. I look forward to sharing some of the particulars of each of these. It was a faith-enhancing, joyful, and blessed experience!

    But it is always good to come home. We’re still adjusting to the significant time change, and jet lag. We hope to be able to enjoy full and refreshing sleep soon. Our body clocks are not quite readjusted. But we’re home. We are able to sleep in our own bed. We’re able to eat fresh vegetables. We’re not worried about negotiating rough roads. We’re in our element.

    But we’re not really home in the fullest sense. That is reserved for that Final Day when we will be brought to our eternal home in heaven. And although we may get glimpses of this place of perfect peace here on earth (coming home from a long trip for example), these are only glimpses.

    Augustine said, “You have made us for yourself, O Lord, and our heart is restless until it rests in you.” We might paraphrase that by saying, “We are not truly home until we are at home with you.

    God invites us to come to him, examine our ways and return to him. We too easily get distracted by the things of this world. We too often lose our way and wander from God. God even more often invites us back home to him. And when we make our way back – through repentance and faith – he welcomes us with his open heart and gracious love.

    This may not be a dramatic conversion, but it is a needed one every day. So when we think of returning home – after a long excursion, a quick trip to the grocery store, or after a long day of work – we might also think of our true home with God. When we rest in him, we have the truest peace and most blessed abode.

  • I will be offline and most likely unable to post for the next two weeks. I look forward to connecting with you, Dear Readers, once I am back online again.

  • Then the King will say to those on his right, ‘Come, you who are blessed by my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world. 35 For I was hungry and you gave me food, I was thirsty and you gave me drink, I was a stranger and you welcomed me, 36 I was naked and you clothed me, I was sick and you visited me, I was in prison and you came to me.’ 37 Then the righteous will answer him, saying, ‘Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you, or thirsty and give you drink? 38 And when did we see you a stranger and welcome you, or naked and clothe you? 39 And when did we see you sick or in prison and visit you?’ 40 And the King will answer them, ‘Truly, I say to you, as you did it to one of the least of these my brothers, you did it to me.’ – Matthew 25:34-40

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    San Antonio Riverwalk | January 2020

    NOTE TO DEAR READER: You’re not supposed to bury the lead, but I did. Please look to the end of this post for an important reminder.

    I don’t want to be absent minded. That, however, does not prevent me from doing things a bit more thoughtlessly than I ought. I’ll lay down a book in an odd spot – without really thinking about it – and wonder where it is as I wander all over the house looking for it. I’ll put my coffee cup in an odd place, or even my computer or camera(!) and have to search the premises in an effort to locate these items. I don’t want to be absent minded…except in the case Jesus points to here.

    Notice the reaction of the people here: “When did we see you…?” They were unaware of their acts of kindness toward Jesus. And this is more than simply doing acts of kindness, or even that thoughtlessness with which we do them. This is about Jesus’ willingness to identify with the least of his brothers – in this particular case the disciples to whom he refers here.

    The disciples are the “these brothers of mine” to whom Jesus refers here. Jesus cares about how his followers are treated. This is not to say we ignore anyone who is not a follower of Jesus. It is not to say that we do not serve Jesus when we serve people who are not believers. It is to say that our service to Jesus’ followers – and especially those who carry the gospel message far and wide – is noted by Jesus. When we feed Jesus’ followers, we feed him.

    When we feed the hungry in general (perhaps including “the least”) we also feed Jesus. We are following Jesus’ own example when we feed the hungry. He had compassion on the multitude and provided a banquet in the wilderness for them. To do less cuts short the impact of Jesus’ love for us and for all people.

    Furthermore, when we do these things, we should we do so without giving a second thought to it. One of the very real dangers of taking the Red Letter Challenge seriously is that we can become cryptically self-righteous. It’s very easy to play the part of the humble sacrificial giver while keeping secret score of what we are doing and expecting appropriate rewards (however we might define “appropriate”). To that we take to heart Jesus’ own words, “When you give, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing” (Matthew 6:3-4).

  • As soon as Jesus heard the news, he left in a boat to a remote area to be alone. But the crowds heard where he was headed and followed on foot from many towns. 14 Jesus saw the huge crowd as he stepped from the boat, and he had compassion on them and healed their sick.

    15 That evening the disciples came to him and said, “This is a remote place, and it’s already getting late. Send the crowds away so they can go to the villages and buy food for themselves.”

    16 But Jesus said, “That isn’t necessary—you feed them.”

    17 “But we have only five loaves of bread and two fish!” they answered.

    18 “Bring them here,” he said. 19 Then he told the people to sit down on the grass. Jesus took the five loaves and two fish, looked up toward heaven, and blessed them. Then, breaking the loaves into pieces, he gave the bread to the disciples, who distributed it to the people. 20 They all ate as much as they wanted, and afterward, the disciples picked up twelve baskets of leftovers. 21 About 5,000 men were fed that day, in addition to all the women and children! – Matthew 14:13-21

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    San Antonio Cowboy In Situ | January 2020

    It was a gruesome scene. The Jeep had rolled six or seven times. Shoes, clothing, and bodies littered the highway. We stopped to see if we could help. One young lady lay on the pavement in near delirium. She had been thrown from the vehicle. And as we approached the people gathered there, I asked, “May I help?”

    “You a doctor?”

    “I’m a doctor of the soul.”

    I knelt beside her. Two others who were along for the trip were by my side. Someone was clearing her mouth of the remnants of teeth that had been knocked out. I took her hand an prayed. It was all I could to.

    Soon the life flight helicopter arrived and she was taken away. We learned that she died later that week. I can only hope that the prayer I offered pointed her sufficiently to Jesus. I couldn’t do much, but I gave what I had. I pray it was enough.

    We may think that what we have is too little. We may imagine we need extraordinary resources to have an impact. But God calls us simply to give what we have. Rather than apologizing for what we don’t have, we need simply to give what we’ve got. This is the message of the Bible: “the gift is acceptable according to what one has, not according to what one does not have’” (2 Corinthians 8:12).

    God uses what we have not what we don’t have. He takes a few fish and loaves and feeds a multitude. He uses ordinary people to further his extraordinary work. When we give what we have, people are blessed and God gets the glory. When we hang back we lose the opportunity to be part of God’s work and people are bereft of our blessing.

  • Psalm 9:1-2

    I will praise you, Lord, with all my heart;
    I will tell of all the marvelous things you have done.
    I will be filled with joy because of you.
    I will sing praises to your name, O Most High.

    Psalm 39:6-7

    We are merely moving shadows,
    and all our busy rushing ends in nothing.
    We heap up wealth,
    not knowing who will spend it.
    And so, Lord, where do I put my hope?
    My only hope is in you.

    Psalm 69:5-6

    O God, you know how foolish I am;
    my sins cannot be hidden from you.
    Don’t let those who trust in you be ashamed because of me,
    O Sovereign Lord of Heaven’s Armies.
    Don’t let me cause them to be humiliated,
    O God of Israel.

    Psalm 99:1-3

    The Lord is king!
    Let the nations tremble!
    He sits on his throne between the cherubim.
    Let the whole earth quake!
    The Lord sits in majesty in Jerusalem,
    exalted above all the nations.
    Let them praise your great and awesome name.
    Your name is holy!

    Psalm 129

    From my earliest youth my enemies have persecuted me.
    Let all Israel repeat this:

    From my earliest youth my enemies have persecuted me,
    but they have never defeated me.
    My back is covered with cuts,
    as if a farmer had plowed long furrows.
    But the Lord is good;
    he has cut me free from the ropes of the ungodly.

    May all who hate Jerusalem
    be turned back in shameful defeat.

    May they be as useless as grass on a rooftop,
    turning yellow when only half grown,
    ignored by the harvester,
    despised by the binder.

    And may those who pass by
    refuse to give them this blessing:

    “The Lord bless you;
    we bless you in the Lord’s name.”

  • When Jesus returned to Capernaum several days later, the news spread quickly that he was back home. Soon the house where he was staying was so packed with visitors that there was no more room, even outside the door. While he was preaching God’s word to them, four men arrived carrying a paralyzed man on a mat. They couldn’t bring him to Jesus because of the crowd, so they dug a hole through the roof above his head. Then they lowered the man on his mat, right down in front of Jesus. Seeing their faith, Jesus said to the paralyzed man, “My child, your sins are forgiven.”

    But some of the teachers of religious law who were sitting there thought to themselves, “What is he saying? This is blasphemy! Only God can forgive sins!”

    Jesus knew immediately what they were thinking, so he asked them, “Why do you question this in your hearts? Is it easier to say to the paralyzed man ‘Your sins are forgiven,’ or ‘Stand up, pick up your mat, and walk’? 10 So I will prove to you that the Son of Man has the authority on earth to forgive sins.” Then Jesus turned to the paralyzed man and said, 11 “Stand up, pick up your mat, and go home!”

    12 And the man jumped up, grabbed his mat, and walked out through the stunned onlookers. They were all amazed and praised God, exclaiming, “We’ve never seen anything like this before!” – Mark 2:1-12

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    San Antonio Cowboy in High Key | January 2020

    I was sick. Miserable. Really hurting. Fever. Congestion. Cough. I felt really crummy. Then I started to feel even worse! The fever began to rise. I had the chills. I felt really, really bad. So I asked Diane to pray for me. I remember this moment. She gathered our sons who were present then, and they prayed for me.

    What a wonderful feeling that was! Her hand on my head felt cool – a relief to my fevered temperature – and kind. She cared about me. She loved me. Had I not gotten better, I still would have felt loved and cared for.

    But I did begin to feel better. The fever broke within 5 minutes! I began to be relieved of my headache. The coughing began to subside. Diane prayed. God answered. I was grateful.

    I imagine that after the man who was paralyzed may have felt a bit self-conscious being carried through the town toward the house where Jesus was. He may have felt discouraged when he learned that the crowd was so large that they could not get to Jesus. He might have felt embarrassed when his friends carried him up to the roof and begin to tear it open and lower him through the hole they had made. Maybe he felt those things.

    It is clear, however, that when Jesus healed him he felt great joy. I suspect that he felt deep gratitude toward Jesus and his friends who brought him to Jesus.

    And so it is: We may sometimes need to be carried to Jesus. We may sometimes carry our friends. We may sometimes see a miracle. We may sometimes simple sit and pray. Whenever we do bring a friend to Jesus – through prayer or the milk of human kindness – God notices. Just like Jesus saw their faith, and like when he reports to the gathered people at the end of time, “you’ve done it for me,” God takes note of us.

    And I promise you…if you pray for a friend, you will bring the love of Jesus to him or her. If she is healed there will be praise to God. If he must wait for the healing to come, they will feel the tough of his love. Either way, we are part of a good and holy moment.

  • Then people brought little children to Jesus for him to place his hands on them and pray for them. But the disciples rebuked them. Jesus said, “Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these.” When he had placed his hands on them, he went on from there. – Matthew 19:13-15

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    San Antonio Cowboy Sculpture in Color | January 2020

    When I was in junior high school I learned that I was going to have second a little brother or sister. I was excited about the prospect. I would teach him how to play football. We could have all kinds of fun. Her name was Kathy. No football, but many great memories and lots of family fun. Another sister followed two years later. I loved my three sisters.

    I have always cared for children. I love children. So I cannot imagine the disciples trying to prevent the people from bringing their children to Jesus for his blessing.

    But Jesus is important. The disciples recognized that. They thought that children were an interruption. Jesus had more important things to tend to. So they thought. But they were wrong. Jesus’ more important thing was to point people to the rule and reign of God.

    Somehow children possess the rule and reign of God. How does one own God’s reign and rule? How do you have something that possesses you? Isn’t that the essence of God’s reign and rule? He is over all. He reigns. He rules. He is in charge. Everyone answers to him. How do you own the One who owns everything?

    It’s called the presumption of faith. In faith they presume upon your attention and care. They presume they have a place. They presume upon others’ love. They have no resources of their own.

    Jesus’ lesson about children’s value and and their place in the kingdom of God points us to an attitude of humble faith. Children rely on God. They are completely vulnerable to any evil. They desperately need God’s protection and care. They are not aware of all this. They are simply the object of God’s loving mercy, fatherly love, and providential protection.

    We should not push this too far. Suffice it to say, however, that children are important to God. Their wellbeing and connection to him through Jesus is more important than any other business on this earth.

    Whether it’s teaching Sunday school, or telling Bible stories, saying bedtime prayers, or bringing them to Jesus through the waters of baptism, bringing them to Jesus is vital kingdom business.